Oceans Hillsong

You call me out upon the waters
the great unknown where feet may fail
and there i find You in the mystery
in ocean deep
my faith will stand

and i will call upon Your name
and keep my eyes above the waves
when oceans rise
my soul will rest in Your embrace
for I am Yours and You are mine..

Your grace abounds in deepest waters
Your sovereign hand
will be my guide
where feet may fail and fear surrounds me
You've never failed and You won't start now

so i will call upon Your name
and keep my eyes above the waves
when oceans rise
my soul will rest in Your embrace
for I am Yours and You are mine

Spirit lead me where my trust is without borders
let me walk upon the waters
wherever You would call me
take me deeper than my feet could ever wander
and my faith will be made stronger
in the presence of my Saviour

this one is a definite my walking the aisle song...
just yesterday suddenly heard this ringing in my head, start playing it at my laptop..
and got overwhelmed in His spirit .
i love the lyrics so much thats why i share it on my blog for you to read and hope to get inspired

the sweetest part for me... knowing He is in control of everything :)
good nite!:)

I won't give up

Hello November! its been like forever since my last post in my blog (last month exactly :D) i will catch things up for you asap... but tonight i want to share one song that has strengthen me. this song is a punch me on my face before i went to bed. and made me want to share here. u know , there are some time when you feel like everybody expect you to be at some point and you're not there yet. Or when you expect somebody to be at some point and they're not there. You can get challenged, frustrated, disappointed, angry, maybe ashamed or confused. amazingly all those thing it's normal. yup. but i learned that we as a human, we have the ability to choose. You choose and manage your expectation. Today, above all things that comes and go in my head, the ugly truth and pretty ending about ppl story, conversations that we had along our way in the car, all input, movitation and suggestion that we listened to from the elder, therefore I choose, not to give up.

Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.

Rapih Dasi : God's favor for me

Have you ever feel and conceive yourself being in certain situation such as speaker or motivator? Not to mention a few, ten, fifty, hundreds perhaps? Share your life process about something let say your deepest dream. Your story. Achievement. Struggle. Ups and downs. And plans to get there. Till I wrote this, I still amazed of how I've been trusted to be one of speaker at Rapih Dasi (Raih Mimpi dan Prestasi) - college student event about DREAM at Papandayan Hotel last Saturday. Little explanation of what my dream is: I want to run my own business in fashion. Having one or two store someday. Design the collection. Throw a fashion show. I'm not there yet, but soon yah. Still as a speaker, this exceed my expectation and i believe it wasn't a coincidence...

I learned there is something in this life called God's favor. I feel like I don't deserved the position. Why me? I honestly didn't feel worthy to speak out in front of 300 students. But He guided every word I say.

God made me worthy :)

Having a coke with you

I watched Beastly movie last week, a classic love like beauty and the beast but in modern way. They read these beautiful poem together...surrounded themselves with flowers. A sweet little greenhouse and sunset enhance romance in this scene. I think this is the first poem I'm falling in love with.

Having a coke with you

is even more fun than going to San Sebastian, Irún, Hendaye, Biarritz, Bayonneor being sick to my stomach on the Travesera de Gracia in Barcelona

partly because in your orange shirt you look like a better happier St. Sebastian

partly because of my love for you, partly because of your love for yoghurt

partly because of the fluorescent orange tulips around the birches

partly because of the secrecy our smiles take on before people and statuary

it is hard to believe when I'm with you that there can be anything as still

as solemn as unpleasantly definitive as statuary when right in front of it

in the warm New York 4 o'clock light we are drifting back and forth

between each other like a tree breathing through its spectacles

and the portrait show seems to have no faces in it at all, just paint

you suddenly wonder why in the world anyone ever did them

I look

at you and I would rather look at you than all the portraits in the world

except possibly for the Polish Rider occasionally and anyway it's in the Frick

which thank heavens you haven't gone to yet so we can go together the first time

and the fact that you move so beautifully more or less takes care of Futurism

just as at home I never think of the Nude Descending a Staircase or

at a rehearsal a single drawing of Leonardo or Michelangelo that used to wow me

and what good does all the research of the Impressionists do them

when they never got the right person to stand near the tree when the sun sank

or for that matter Marino Marini when he didn't pick the rider as carefully

as the horse

it seems they were all cheated of some marvelous experience

which is not going to go wasted on me which is why I am telling you about it

—Frank O'Hara

Lady Gaga unveils her first Perfume "FAME" with Tex Saverio

Hi lil monsters, i mean hi beautiful people :) I'm not a big fan of Lady Gaga... (sorry to dissapoint you...), BUT I always impressed in whatever she did. Or wore. Like now she just unveils her first ever black perfume called FAME. Again, Lady Gaga wore Tex Saverio's black dress in one of the scene. Specially made for her in only 2-3days if I'm not mistaken. Why again? FYI Gaga once wore Tex Saverio dress for Harper's Bazaar USA April 2011 photoshoot. Bravo Indonesian designer and Tex Saverio!!! Got the chance to meet him at couple glance for Dewi Fashion Knight JFW 2010 backstage and Magnum event last year in Senayan City. I'm as Stella Rissa team back then. For that short time of  meeting he's very nice and down to earth designer I can tell

For your curiosity about FAME video click (here) . Despite of her controversial things and often being criticised - you have to admit, she has style! Not forget to mention, she hit VOGUE US 2012 September issue too on cover. Just bough it via Newsstand today. 916 pages haha my definite must have read for this holiday. Go get yourself one :D

Lady Gaga FAME Perfume Campaign (from Vogue Mazagine US September 2012)

Lady Gaga wear Tex Saverio in the video

Tex Saverio (image from Tex Saverio twitter account)

Photoshoot Haper's Bazaar US April 2011, Lady Gaga wear Tex Saverio

My fashion bible this month

Sneak peak for 2012 September issue

Tex Saverio can be juxtaposed with Alexander Mcqueen :D

You are what you will

It's amazing what you can do on purpose. Stop waiting to "feel" like it and make your mind up that "I will."

Such uplifting and inspiring quote from Joyce Meyer today... Follow her on twitter for truly encouragement words. She's a role model!

How many times do we begin our day saying "I feel like doing______ (fill in blank)", "I think I______(fill in blank)". Look no further this is one of my 'wrestling' too between my feeling, what I will do and what I do. People said success is 99% willingness + 1% talent , tell me are you agree with this? Well... now I'm working on that 99% and for that single percent, more than I believe our God is a Creator, of course by saying that it means He is creative (He created many things including me and you :)), let's keep stimulate our creativities everyday. I will. Will you?

I've got some homework and 'housework' last night. Here it is...

Sewing lesson

And for my 'housework' I was making "Bruchoco", chocolate bruschetta with papaya's topping
How to eat?
1) Eat bread and apple fondue at the same time
2) Finish the remain sauce with your finger (make sure nobody's watching)
For the home made sauce, it was easy and not expensive at all. All you have to prepare is meses choco + peanut butter (personal taste) + 3 spoon of fresh milk, in this case I use bear brand. Mix it together with hot temperature, until you get consistency that you want.. Voila!

My class

I'm trying to photograph what is essentially invisible in my class

Hope it'll give you a glimpse... Enjoy

And today, a good friend of mine text me : "Pernah kepikiran men design celana d**** pria ga cyn?" #RANDOM

It is a matter of proportions

doc: @GiulianaRancic 

I've found these amazing (read: amazeballs) image from @GiulianaRancic twitter account when she was in Paris. Isn't it lovely? Am inspired! someday i might use this as reference to do a fashion shoot. Speaking of GR, I think she's the perfect example of an American girl who's living their dream. She had incredible fighting spirit \m/ that carried her to next level of her life and career. When she came to US she couldn't speak english fluently but look at her now hosting E news, Fashion Police, and many more. Last year she went through "double mastectomy" period (a medical term of surgical operation to remove both breasts) while trying to have a baby. Yes, she was in early stage of breast cancer :( But now after facing her giant, she decided to get up and still doing her job normally. I heard she's waiting for a baby-born (through carrier) in August/September'12 *like I know her so well* lol
More about GR please go to: http://www.giulianarancic.com

A little statement from her after she had that surgery :

"When I got my job at E!, I was the 39th person who auditioned. I wasn't the prettiest, I wasn't the smartest, I wasn't the most talented. And I always wondered why I got the job," Giuliana, 37, says. "Now I think God knew I wouldn't be a selfish little cow with this platform, and I'd actually try to do something good with it." -source: www.USMagazine.com

We all can be on top someday, be above any other person around (in our workplace, community, or class group) and nothing's wrong with it just when you have right attitude and gratitude to stay. Cause when you feel down, and seems nothing left behind to be proud, you can always go back and build again from what you have within. Like Coco Chanel once said "Fashion is architecture. It is a matter of proportions."

Strong platform keep the object to stay solid (doc: my personal #Nice #Eurotrip)