Oceans Hillsong

You call me out upon the waters
the great unknown where feet may fail
and there i find You in the mystery
in ocean deep
my faith will stand

and i will call upon Your name
and keep my eyes above the waves
when oceans rise
my soul will rest in Your embrace
for I am Yours and You are mine..

Your grace abounds in deepest waters
Your sovereign hand
will be my guide
where feet may fail and fear surrounds me
You've never failed and You won't start now

so i will call upon Your name
and keep my eyes above the waves
when oceans rise
my soul will rest in Your embrace
for I am Yours and You are mine

Spirit lead me where my trust is without borders
let me walk upon the waters
wherever You would call me
take me deeper than my feet could ever wander
and my faith will be made stronger
in the presence of my Saviour

this one is a definite my walking the aisle song...
just yesterday suddenly heard this ringing in my head, start playing it at my laptop..
and got overwhelmed in His spirit .
i love the lyrics so much thats why i share it on my blog for you to read and hope to get inspired

the sweetest part for me... knowing He is in control of everything :)
good nite!:)

Letting Go

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Time speeds on, one year has passed since I lost my dad to heart diseased.how I miss his smiling face and sweet memories together...I can't denied there are days I silently cried at night just thinking of him . How my daily life with him in this apartment i called home. We talked, sometimes yelled, and even laughed watching TV.. Letting go is hard to do

Yesterday i went to G2m church and Ps. Charlotte (she's a school teacher n preacher, his husband is a doctor. She has 3 children studying out of town, 1 doctor and 2 theology student. She said if she knew her 3 sons is going to leave her out of town, she would like to have 10 children Lol.) gave the message title "Letting Go". It was so powerful, touching and speak to me just at the right time. Let me share my notes (mix bahasa and english)

I won't give up

Hello November! its been like forever since my last post in my blog (last month exactly :D) i will catch things up for you asap... but tonight i want to share one song that has strengthen me. this song is a punch me on my face before i went to bed. and made me want to share here. u know , there are some time when you feel like everybody expect you to be at some point and you're not there yet. Or when you expect somebody to be at some point and they're not there. You can get challenged, frustrated, disappointed, angry, maybe ashamed or confused. amazingly all those thing it's normal. yup. but i learned that we as a human, we have the ability to choose. You choose and manage your expectation. Today, above all things that comes and go in my head, the ugly truth and pretty ending about ppl story, conversations that we had along our way in the car, all input, movitation and suggestion that we listened to from the elder, therefore I choose, not to give up.

Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.